I’ve been slacking…and super busy…and dating. Yeah, I have a boyfriend, and when I can only see him on weekends, well, I’m not as willing to do other stuff that needs to be done because I want to spend my time with him. I do so hope you understand. This week is going to be crazy as well because the kids I babysit are on break so I have lots of extra babysitting hours. Less time for myself, yay (sarcasm). I need to get caught back up on stuff though and get back into my routine I’ve lost the past couple weeks. Tonight I plan on going to the gym, getting back into that, so I decided I should write a blog post. It was “requested” as in Robbie wants to see my thoughts on passion. And I’m thinking I should make this like a series. I did perpetually a while ago. I should choose words and break them down how I see them; after all I am a lover of words. If you know me, you know that.
I know Wikipedia isn’t a legitimate academic source, but I liked how they put the definition of Passion instead of Dictionary.com. They say it’s “A lively or eager interest in, or admiration for, a proposal, cause, or activity or love - to a feeling of unusual excitement, enthusiasm or compelling emotion, a positive affinity or love, towards a subject, idea, person, or object.” So many happy words right there, and that’s what I think of when I think of passion. It’s something that excites me, it’s something I feel so “passionate” about, meaning something that can stir up strong feelings. I’d say I have a good amount of passions. I’d also say that the range of what you can be passionate about, is huge. It can be something from being passionate about fashion, to being passionate about petitioning about your neighborhood watch.
A person can be passionate about another individual. They can have that “lively eager interest or admiration” for someone they love. When you want to spend time with a person, when you want to share your life experiences with them, when you want to be there to make them happy…that’s passion. Giving your all to that person because your feelings are so strong, is being passionate. For me it’s just making people happy in general; making them smile. It’s a feeling of passion when I am so excited after I’ve made someone smile because I’ve done something for them, because I’ve helped them with something, or any reason really.
A person can also be passionate about an abstract thing, such as with me. I have a passion for knowledge. I love to learn. Sure sometimes I complain, but that’s just because I can’t just be learning. I have to be working, coping, helping, multi-tasking, and learning. I can’t just sit down and read my books and devour new words and information because life calls me away time and time again. I would consider it a passion because it makes me happy, because I look forward to it, because I find I have an admiration for people who just…know things. Sometimes I will sit and read the dictionary, just to learn new words. Other times I surf the Internet, I look up random things, like the guys who invented the mirror, because these things fascinate me. When I really get into a subject and what I’m learning about, I would call it feeling passionate. Just recently I had the privilege to go see some rare manuscripts. I had that feeling of “unusual excitement, enthusiasm” for the fact I was getting to see the original essays of Francis Bacon, some of the first editions of Paradise Lost to ever be printed, and a letter signed by Queen Elizabeth herself. Most people find no fascination in seeing old books, but I would just say they aren’t as passionate about it as I.
Another thing I find to be a passion these days is my photography. Sometime last year it changed from a hobby into a passion. It’s something I love to do, love to grow with, and use as therapy. The joy it gives me can fix most stressful days. When I need a break I go out in my backyard, take a little walk, and photograph it. I find the details in nature, the intricacies in the bark and the flares of sunlight shining through the trees. When on a photo shoot I get deeply involved. I’m there to do what’s needed to provide the best photographs possible. I want to make my clients smile and I know they will, because I give my all to the task. It just makes me so happy. I know that since it’s my passion, that will come across in the work. I’d also consider it a passion because of what I’m willing to do for it. Lying on the beach in January in the freezing cold at 8pm because I want a shot of the moon, climbing up a mountain despite my fear of heights because I need a picture of the view, that’s passion. Nothing is too big a hindrance because I love photography and knowing that I can capture a moment forever gives me motivation to do what I probably wouldn’t if I didn’t have my camera on me.
Lastly, one can have a passion for faith. My passion is for Jesus. For the man who died for me so I can live freely, without worry about my sin, my future, about anything. His passionate love, the fact I mean that much to Him, it makes me want to cry (with joy of course) because I know I didn’t deserve it but He did it anyways. So when I speak about God, when I pray to God, it’s with passion. It’s with a thankful and forgiving heart because passion is the compelling emotion driving me. I love Him, I know He loves me, and I think that’s enough reason to have a passion to serve and love Him for the rest of my life.
There are so many things to be passionate about in life, you can even be passionate about life. Some people are, and those people are awesome. I think individuals with passions are the people who have figured out how to live life. So if you don’t have a passion, you should go find one. If you do, bravo, you’re on a track to success. Live out those passions and let them fill you with happiness. Let it be so the people around you say “Wow, they’re passionate about that”. Make it known and share those passions, your joy in it will be evident. You never know who might need a little boost around you.
Kay
ps. I was rusty, that could have been worded better, but I’m going to get back into this. Keep me accountable.